Real Life

Sometime i wonder, why reality are so different from anime, manga, etc

simple they get money like easy. well i don't know if myself aren't so capable to do like story

maybe the part of being otaku are easy to hope something that never will exist, like being a hero, or being genius.

sound pathetic i am,. yeah cause my father got lung cancer. it depress me very much. every corner of my world changing one by one. even now i dont see anime manga game like i before.

maybe i got that what otaku called otaku graduation. yes, it true. every story i watch, read, have ending don't this hobby should have ending too?